Saturday, April 9, 2011

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i am now in the edge of my hischool time, which means soon i will leave my school life and continue to university. one of the most annoying things about me is i suck at adaptating, i always find it difficult to be friends with anyone, maybe its because i dont have the same hobby with most people, so i have nothing to talk about. right now im a 12th grader, majoring science. actually my whole highschool life was a blast, i always get great classes with amazing friends in it, and im grateful for that. my current class, XII IPA B, is so nice. the people in it are so friendly and all nice. i feel comfortable being with them. well at first i didnt, thats because in the previous year i had an amazing class as well, and as i have told you before, i suck at adaptating. so when i first got into XII IPA B, i always remembered my previous class, how different it was with my current class, and all. but as the time goes by, everything got better, i got new bestfriends, took lots of photos, and laughed a lot. i fell in love with my class. so this always happens, i feel uneasy everytime i have to adjust with new situations, but then i feel really really comfortable, then i have to say goodbye. and i always question why everything looks so beautiful in the end, when its the time to say goodbye? is it the existence of goodbyes themselves that makes every moment so beautiful and comfortable? what if there were no goodbyes? .....i overthink about everything. i need to thank my class, all my classes, X-A, XI IPA F, and XII IPA B, for giving me such great times in hischool. i learned so much, i laughed so much, i got so much pleasure. i wont say goodbye, so... thank you, alot

the 1st on the 2nd

hi this is my second blog. i dont know why i made this one, i just felt like it. i think i need something new, since my 1st blog's been 3 years old and i have posted 358 posts there and the hit counter has reached 27888 visitors. not that im bored with it but i just need refreshment, i guess. i was thinking about making tumblr but then i ended up making another blogspot. i think i will write in english. and i will write in bahasa on my 1st blog. i will not tell anyone about this blog bcs im not good at writing in foreign language and everytime i read my posts i wrote in english, i feel lame and i dont want my friends to think that im lame. but if they found this blog unintentionally, i dont care. so, happy monologueing, self!